All right, well it's finally weekend. Hogsmeade WAS this weekend, but not anymore, obviously since there was a raid. Haha, the ickle third years were awefully upset about it. I'm sure they will survive. It's not that great anyway. I think in all, we killed 3 people. Which wouldn't have happened at all, if people wouldn't try to get involved and stop us from completeing what needs to be done. The dark lord knew what he wanted, and as far as I know, he got it. He seemed in a very good mood when we left. Which of course is good for everyone. I can just hope that I will never be there to see him in a foul mood. I have signed up for NEWT study sessions. I need help on transfiguration, I can't quite get it this year. It's such a difficult subject though. I barely made it into the NEWT level class. Of course, my work this year has not been helping at all. I've lost so much sleep, and Ryan is still upset with me. Though I really don't see why he makes such a big fuss over it. I think he believes that I liked Andrew more. Which is riddikulus. Why on earth would I? I hate Andrew, I only HAVE to stick with him because Ryan hasn't become a death eater and I've been doing a lot of things... death eater related. Which excludes him. Aingeal, I believe is starting to suspect I'm up to something. She was looking for me the other day and saw me with Andrew whispering things to him, and she knows that I would never talk to Andrew under any circumstances, and I've been avoiding her seeing me plan with him, but it's getting hard, she seems to turn up in all the worst times. Figures that my dumb sister would be the one to get in the way... no one seems to be updating in our school journal besides me, so I feel a lot mroe secure posting here than I did before.
I am so tired. So, tired. Raid went good. Andrew and I completed our first mission for the dark lord. I am especially exhausted though. Night raiding, then early morning classes... they don't bode well at all... I have so much homework to catch up with this weekend, plus Ryan is making us practice for quidditch. I feel so stressed. Ryan is unhappy with me, because I went with Andrew to the raid too. I suppose he'll get over it....
I need to go to sleep. Goodnight.
